There are times in our
lives when we feel like we are on top of the world, ready to take on anything
life throws at us. Other times, we are struggling to barely get by.
The past three or so
years have been extremely difficult for me with different challenging, external
forces thrown at me back to back. In these dark moments, it can be hard to see
the light of God. Just recently (like earlier this month) I could feel myself
walking around in shell of myself. It was like I was in a haze, and the worries
of this life blurred my vision from God.
I'm sure I'm not the
only one who felt like their prayers were getting no where and were stopping
short of the throne of God.
It's in moments like
these that we have to remind ourselves of God's promises in the Bible.
Yes, the Romans 8:28 and Jerimiah 29:11s.
But, we must also
consider why it seems like we are so far from God. Is it a sin you've allowed
into your heart that has numbed God's voice? (Ephesians 4:30) Eliminate anything that
doesn't draw you closer to God.
Even if you are in this desert season, you have to
declare that you will trust God and you will worship...and then do it. You have
to remind yourself that sometimes your feelings are not always accurate, but
God is still truth. During these distant/weary/dry seasons, you have to
stay close to the source.
We have to depend on
God like we depend on oxygen for our next breath. We may not always see the air
around us, but we know that we need it to survive. In times that we can't see
God, we have to remind ourselves that we need him more than anything.
We have to stay close to the fire of God or we
will grow lukewarm. Keep pressing. Keep praying, reading your word, keep
worshiping, keep attending church, keep fighting to touch the hem of Jesus'
garment. For we know that one touch from the Lord, changes
everything.
Yes, it can be hard to
see God during life's difficult moments. Yet in those times we are trying to
hold onto God, we find that he is actually holding onto us.
In the day when I
cried thou answeredst me, and strengthenedst me with strength in my soul. Psalm
138:3.
Then you will call, and the LORD will answer; you will cry for help, and he will say: Here am I. Isaiah 58:9
Love,
Courtney
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